Sinandsadness ⋅
“The meaning of life is just to be alive. It is so plain and so obvious and so simple. And yet, everybody rushes around in a great panic as if it were necessary to achieve something beyond themselves.”
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Change in Journaling
Started a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic about a month ago and it’s so strange having a clear mind. It feels like I have to get to know myself again. After years of living with undiagnosed ...
Today I’ve been a mess in Journaling
I don’t feel like I got the response I was hoping for from my apologetic friend.. The last few days put me in a funk but… I’m not giving up on that friendship just yet. I get too easily attached...
Apologies and uncertainty in Journaling
How do you know you can trust someone again? Especially when shit was done on both sides. I received an apology from someone from my past and I think they’re trying to make amends, but I am suspi...
Racing thoughts in Journaling
Overall I’d say I’m in a good place. Like I struggle but opening up myself to the possibility that I may be sicker than I originally thought has really helped me reach out for local resources and...
A dream, a conversation in Journaling
Got into an argument with my mother last night. I wouldn’t even call it that, she gets triggered and I sit and let it play out. But it led to a series of events. One being that I lost my keys. Lu...
I hope you’re better in Journaling
I can’t say I haven’t missed your presence. It’s hard to imagine you’re out there living your life and I have no part of it. I am partially responsible for that but I think there were equal parts...
I’m beginning to love myself in Journaling
I’ve come to realize that the reason I’ve had a hard time accepting my diagnosis of schizoaffective is mostly just the stigma around it. But if it came down to it, I would not trade this disorder...
Advice? in Journaling
Well, I disappeared for a bit. I had a lot going on and went through treatment!( still going) but I’m in a much better place than when I started this. My therapist says I haven’t accepted my diag...
After so long, why? in Journaling
It’s been so long since we’ve seen each other so why do I still think of you? Maybe I’m still processing everything that happened. Maybe it’s because despite all of the horrible shit that happene...
