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The day got a little worse. I didn’t get the position I interviewed for. I wouldn’t have hired me with the poor interview I did. They really don’t want me to leave the store so they’re training m...


December 04, 2023

Mood Poisoning in Current Events

I am so pissed off right now. I’m just snapping at everyone at work because it’s so hard to calm down. The shift started off rough, to say the least. It started with my supervisor giving me a lit...


December 03, 2023

It's Not Just Me in Current Events

Is it just me or is everybody depressed? Yesterday, I was reading other PB entries and it seemed like everybody got hit with depression. It came out of nowhere for me. I was lying on the couch wo...


December 02, 2023

Content vs Context in Current Events

I’ve been a hoe on the go, as we know. Yesterday while I was getting ready to visit Bev and her kids, I saw how filthy my apartment was. My bedroom, my bathroom, the appliances in the kitchen. I ...


December 01, 2023

Deadass in Current Events

My test went alright. I had to guess on three of the multiple-choice questions but the bulk of the test was using gas laws and I think I rocked it. After class, I made it to the gym. It felt lik...


I woke up feeling pretty jaded today. Yesterday as well. I have 99 problems but I got to study. That’s the vibe. What goes around comes around. As the old saying goes. In real life I have a lot ...


November 27, 2023

Borrowed Time in Current Events

I was feeling some type of way at work today. Marcello told me about how he was treated by our supervisor last week when he last worked. I’ve heard horror stories about her but I haven’t witnesse...


November 26, 2023

Sun Day in Current Events

I had my first experience with acupuncture today. We also did cupping. It wasn’t painful but it wasn’t pleasant either. I’m not sure what I was expecting, to be honest. We worked on my shoulder w...


November 25, 2023

Ages in Current Events

It was too early for sad music but I was feeling emotionally masochistic this morning and put on my playlist that tugs at my heartstrings. I suppose I wanted to see if I could still feel. I also ...


November 25, 2023

Happenings in Current Events

I can’t tell if I’m stunned or just experiencing grogginess from my nap. I don’t know how to sum up this week. It was a rollercoaster for my psyche, that’s for sure. I think I had spared Prosebo...


November 22, 2023

Under the Surface in Current Events

I don’t feel in control. That is the source of my anxiety. I create a fake sense of control through various habits. Some can be productive but some can be destructive. This is where attachment is...


November 20, 2023

Secondhand Vertigo in Current Events

My empathy is on the fritz. I have a buddy writing about his vertigo on here and I’ve been losing my balance all day. I was washing my face this morning and had my eyes closed. I felt I was tippi...


November 19, 2023

Ramblings in Current Events

I am fighting with myself to sit down and study. What else is new? I figure that if I quickly write something I will be able to get in the mood for it. Yesterday I went with my sister to see the...


November 18, 2023

Under there in Current Events

Woke up in the morning stumbled to the kitchen poured myself a cup of ambition and dumped it out and took an acid bath with my toaster…. Don’t know why I felt that was funny. I have dark humour....


November 18, 2023

Skor in Current Events

I don’t know how to sum up today. I think I know the score now with my position on my team, at work. The district manager that my boss reports to was in today and he offered to help me with my a...


November 16, 2023

Fuck It Era in Current Events

I remember being in my fuck you era just a few months ago. I gave zero shits about anything and I was able to tackle everything head on without overthinking or second guessing. That’s some glorio...


November 15, 2023

Relapse/Collapse in Current Events

I relapsed on every level. Am I going to be sulky about it? Absolutely. I’m throwing myself a pity party. I’m being facetious. I don’t want to take myself too seriously but I do need to take mys...


November 13, 2023

KD Lang Possession in Current Events

The challenge I am having today, with my trial run with vegan keto, is food cravings. I’m not really a food-craving kind of girl. It feels a little overwhelming. The fatigue and brain fog is gone...


November 12, 2023

Inflexible in Current Events

Ketosis is kicking my ass a bit. This is evidence that I am not as metabolically flexible as I thought. I fasted for 37 hours to get into ketosis. Now I’m trying to sustain it for a few days. A w...


November 10, 2023

All My Scars Are Open in Current Events

Can the mind get tongue-tied? I don’t know what to think. My inner monologue is waiting for me to feed him his lines. If it’s not scripted he gets tongue-tied and twisted. I don’t know what to t...


November 08, 2023

Man In The Mirror in Current Events

I managed to power myself down for a moment. Everything in my head just stopped. It was like rising up from the dead. More like being reborn. Maybe the best way to describe it is that I rebooted...


The image below is my natal chart. My complete astrological birth chart. It includes both the positions of the planets and the houses. Along with the aspects. The houses give us the horoscope. Im...


November 05, 2023

lol Allergy in Current Events

I learned that if I laugh too hard I will experience heartburn afterward. I, at least, think it is heartburn. I’m not too sure because I’ve never experienced it before. I also learned that CBD oi...


November 04, 2023

Ramblings/Rumblings in Current Events

I’m in my self-sabotage era. I had a mini shopping spree right after complaining about my spending habits. I want to grow my wardrobe so I am committing myself to purchasing one article of clothi...


November 03, 2023

Unsorted in Current Events

I abandoned work like an ugly child today. I started to get that feeling of coming down with something and even though I’m not good at ugly goodbyes I was like goodbye ugly! I probably could have...


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